The world seems so lonely. Good friends and enemies yet i still feel alone. Out of place. Its a cycle for sure. A rotation between connection and rejection. Sometimes your boots just don't fit the feet your trying to walk on and man it hurts. I always feel such a connection to the people, animals, and other wonderful beasts that inhabit this planet. I express it through my art on a constant basis. I have a deep love for this connection yet most times i step back i feel completely lost. Its the step back into ego and cultural triggers that make one feel this way. Get out of this vicious cycle? Is this just the cycle of life. Vicious it is but Loving, thats how the world works. Vicious period, thats what we made it out to be. I feel caught in between the canyons of the unknown filled with screaming morons trying to convince you that they are right. The next one talking over the last one and so on. 10,000 talkers and no one listening. whats the use in listening to a bunch of yelling ignorant idiots hell bent to prove their riotousness I guess its the trouble in putting yourself out there and expecting something. Expectation.
Been having trouble with understanding demented human behavior. My heart a nest of nervousness for now. However, i am eternally grateful for the progress i am making on the work for the KIMO exhibition Ground Effect scheduled to open july 26th. I will be having a preview show (in a way) the month before at a place called Tech Love in nob hill. This is a project with three other artists. Im almost finished with my next painting in the Tierra series and am half done with the third. A monumental medicine wheel will complete the bulk of what i will be showing this summer.
I also just helped some potters in Santa Fe fire their salt kiln. It was a lot of fun. Here are some pics of that firing. Stay tuned. I hope to be posting more.
